I love me some Ghostwriter!! :)

Caseyyy <3

…When you know something’s bad for you
And you still can’t let go?

I was naive
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping
Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

And it hurts my soul
Cause I can’t let go
All these walls are caving in
I can’t stop my suffering
I hate to show that I’ve
Lost control cause I
Keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn’t see through the smoke
It was all an illusion
Now I’ve been licking my wounds
But the venom seeps deeper
We both can seduce
But darling you hold me prisoner

I’m about to break
I can’t stop this ache
I’m addicted to your allure
And I’m fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need

I can’t mend this torn state I’m in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from 

Every time I try to grasp for air
I get smothered in despair
It’s never over, over
Seems I’ll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, over
Inside I’m screaming
Begging pleading no more

Now what to do
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it’s true
Each beat reminds me of you…..

“Walk Away”
-Christina Aguilera 

I’ve convinced myself that something is going to come out of this, but I know somewhere in the back of my mind that nothing actually will.

Oh well, I’m having fun in the process :)

I hope this is a weekly occurrence :P